People are seriously so disgusting. They will take any opportunity they can to tear a person down. It’s no wonder the world is fucked up. It’s inhabited by humans. I would never do something like that. I know I’m a bitch and make fun of people, but that was just seriously so disgusting and so low.
Dear Best Friend,
I miss you a lot. I feel like when we see each other everything is wonderful and no time has passed, but when we’re apart and we go without talking I feel like we’re no more than acquaintances now. It makes me really sad.
You’re the only person who’s been without a doubt there for me since middle school. No judgment. No vengeful anger. Just occasional disappointment when I do something bad for me. Maybe that’s why I feel this now. Because I haven’t told you about him. Haven’t even discussed it with you. And I know you will be disappointed in me and that is one the worst feelings in this world.
There’s no time for us anymore. One of us is always busy. We have other people in our lives and new activities and new experiences that we have to brave without each other.
I hate that, really. And while I know not much can be done about it, I just wanted to you to know that I miss you. And I love you. And even when I’m horrible best friend you’re most important and I regret making you feel like I’m stupid or silly or like I don’t care about you. I think about you everyday and sometimes I wish I could just turn to you and laugh with you like before. There are so many little things I forget to tell you that I wish I could share with you.
This will have to do, and though I’m not content with our rare meetings I know that you’re still there for me. Always.
<3
Happy 26th Birthday! =D
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